Dark Night of the Soul- part 3 of 6

The first and best place to start is that such desertions occur out of the sovereignty of God. He is infinitely sovereign and ‘His ways are not our ways’ and ‘who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct Him’? The ultimate end God’s workings are so high above us that we will never be able to comprehend the reasoning behind God’s actions. According to His own counsel He has purposed at times to withdraw His felt presence. Our focus should not be so much on the ‘why’, but the ‘who’- as in who is God and who am I in the midst of this time of life.



Perhaps the best summary of this desertion and God’s sovereignty is from Robert Asty in his book, Rejoicing in the Lord Jesus in all Cases and Conditions:



“The Lord is pleased to act as a Sovereign in the sealing and assuring and comforting of his people. Sometimes he will come in upon a believer at his first conversion, and will fill him with joy and gladness that shall abide upon his soul many years; and sometimes the believer shall wait upon God from ordinance to ordinance, and follow him many years in the dark, and not have a discovery of his love. Sometimes the Lord will give a soul no sight of its interest, nor evidence of its relation, until it come to die; and some believers have walked with the evidence of God’s love in their hearts almost all their days, and when they have come to die, they have died in the dark. Sense of interest is under a sovereign dispensation, both as to the persons to whom it is given out, and as to time when, and as to the way and manner how.”

The second reason why the experience of desertion visits us is to “show us the source of all our comforts, and our dependence upon him for them.” We are not to get caught up in the blessing at the expense of the Giver of the blessing. Acts of obedience and godliness are right, but they should not be done to elicit an automatic response of blessing for the sake of blessing. God’s grace is free and it is given at His discretion alone. God’s occasional withdrawal is to remind us that as wonderful as prayer, and worship, and obedience are, our ultimate peace, comfort, assurance, and satisfaction must come from God alone and not from the things done in relationship to God. Any encouragement that comes from elsewhere is not an encouragement in God himself. God, as our tender Father, will not have us to find comfort and satisfaction in the good graces more than in Him. When this happens, He may allow a certain sense of darkness to come over us so that we find ultimate comfort in Him, and not in the experiences that occur about Him.